REGRETS ;

2008-08-01T00:12:00.006+08:00

Currently Darren is sick,
Down with fever, flu and inflame throat.
Boy, do recover soon.
And we can go shopping soon!

The seven things I like about you
Your hair
Your eyes
Your old Levi's
When we kiss, I'm hypnotized
You made me laugh, you made me cry, but I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine when we're intertwined, everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the seventh thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you

2008-07-21T22:44:00.002+08:00

SCREAM!

the mood of excitment is there.
i can't wait.
hancock, hellboy 2, the dark knight.
been catching with clique.
everything is going smooth.

school is getting dreadful as it coming to an end.
still, i can't wait for the holidays.
i know i am lacking of photos.
get it upload once i get my camera.
till then i post again.

WHERE ARE YOU ?

2008-07-09T21:59:00.002+08:00

FRIENDS
In life we define friends differently at different stage.

Kindergarten- The one who put their crayons and colour pencil between us.
Primary School- The one who always present at the playground with us.
Secondary School- The one who do things together with us.
Tertiary- The one who we can confide in.
Uni- The one who share notes.
Working- The one who share the earnings or successful.
Old- The one who will bring porridge to our house.

*it's quoted from elsewhere.

2008-07-07T22:48:00.002+08:00

:D

This goofy specs, you see it everywhere with people wearing it.
it's not mine anyway.
but still HAHA.
that's not the point.

5 more weeks till the school close.
can't wait ?
yes, i can't wait to end this sem. changing classes sucks.
but still history of the arts class is always (: !
school holidays starts means party time.
those who know will understand the date means alot!
okay, i am lazy to blog. till then.
and RP has new rules HAHA.
screw it!

2008-07-07T22:28:00.005+08:00

After so long, i decide to make an entry to keep it alive somehow.

11th month with baby, it's so overdue.

but still, i manage to blog it out.

i remember bad stomach pain! (:

haha, 1 year approaching.

thanks for all the love and care and concern.

loves.

dingtaifung.

as always year 1 sem 1 w34b.

our outing, the day i had my fever.

but still every outing was great.

mahjong more please.

and i must remember not to play with baby on the same table!

get it pohyingmin! haha (:

forever sunday.

KJ, RT, DL

we missed out AG that time.

but still randy is creating some fashion sense thing.

an outing every sunday is great with them.

a movie and dinner, thats all is good.

goofy style.

haha.(:

2008-06-28T01:50:00.002+08:00

FEVER SUCKS BIG TIME!

i been too tired recently.
everyday though, no fail to complaint about it.
oh well, update later.
i need my sleep. headaches, fever. tsk!

2008-06-19T15:45:00.000+08:00

CATCH SOME ACTIONS ON

http://so-dark-the-con-of-man.blogspot.com/

i might be there sometime (:

2008-06-16T00:31:00.002+08:00

DREADFUL SCHOOL! :(

i can't put myself in the right mind.
i can't focus what to do and what not to do.
i can't bring myself to communicate with others.

communication seems so dead.
a routine of facing different people everyday.
deep down, voicing it out.
~~I DO HATE CHANGING CLASSES.~~
this is just pissing me off.
it feels so different from being in ONE class.

i keep reminding myself.
eight weeks and it's over.
hope for a better semester..

2008-06-15T01:42:00.002+08:00

escape from this afterlife

Holidays coming to an end, School seems dreadful as usual.
So many stuffs not completed.
I need a long break, and i mean really a long one.
Oh well.
Done a few catch up and spent time with love one.

Sunday, Clique day, I wonder if we will meet.
Till then, Awaits Monday.
Unwillingness.
Still,
I guess it won't turn out bad afterall.
I'm tired. Bye.

2008-05-31T03:29:00.002+08:00

Emotional Tied - Up

lots of stuffs went through my mind.
just one thing.
friends come and go.
deep thoughts.
was it my fault ?
was it always me who back out ?
was it always me who break communication ?
blames on me.
broken connections.
lost communications.
all ended up with a friendship, with no communication.

i lost many.
it sucks.
sorry, i don't know why this post is being posted anyway.
it shouldn't be in this blog.
okay, guess i'm getting too tied up.
i need a sleep.

2008-05-22T23:37:00.002+08:00

COMPRESSED ?

this whole week been do dreadful.
it feels so slow and everything is so boring.
i can't wait for next week to be over.
busy holidays though.
gonna list down what to do.
okay, enough of this.

compressed.
everything is so tight up.
time is running tight.
can't change the wrong to right though.
this seems so whining.
but yes, year 2 is horrible.
i can't imagine how i am going to get through.
roll eye*

okay, i'm out.
i can't think what to blog about.
till i have my inspiration back.
till then, let's follow the routine everyday.
SCRAM!

2008-05-22T13:30:00.000+08:00

I AM BORED

2008-05-15T22:51:00.004+08:00

Road of solitude ;

edited.

i don't know why i'm posting.
just feel like posting pictures which are edited.
i long to borrow a camera over the weekends.
someone tell me what is there to blog.
random stuffs and so on ?

itunes played this random song.
aeroplane - tal bachman, was it randy that send me the song?
okay, i don't know.
this song reminds me of something though.
yet i just can't figure it out.

creative concept. tsktsk.
hopes is that tomorrow will just brush through.
i can't wait it on the first day of the week.
get it done and over with, sick of it!
alright, i'm back to my random song search.

i'm sorry

2008-05-14T23:19:00.002+08:00

Endless time
Rocky paths
Locked hands
Present love, Present time
I'll make every second count ;

Okay that was random, i just came up with it.
Photo-shop is into me somehow.
China incident gets into me.
Endless of lives being claimed.
Is this the time lives should be claimed.
Losing a love one.
Pain and agony.
I do miss my grandfather (:

Oh well. I got my break and strain off for a day.
I think i will be able to carry on tomorrow.
Understanding Test. i swear i don't understand creative concepts.
Art crit tomorrow.
I just hope for a good start and good end.
Even how much we don't know each other well enough.
I just want a pleasant day and recongnize in the class.
At least maybe that is the basic i hope to have somehow.

End this off. Bye!

2008-05-13T22:17:00.002+08:00

The pace is moving too fast, i seriously need it to slow down.
It is like a routine you follow everyday.
Rushing, and end off the day with a load off your mind.
Digital media arts was fun.
Ut was bullshit.
History of the Arts was boring.

I need my long break.
I so long my normal life back, 3 more months.
The eagerness never fades, anticipation awaits.
The biggest regret ever made.

Alright enough of those.
Played around with photo-shop, i am still lousy in it.
Borrowing a camera over the weekend seems a good idea.
I don't wish to plan, it just add on to the strain.
Okay, i am out of here.
It's suffocating.

2008-05-11T01:54:00.002+08:00

when i'm with you

faber drive been in my head recently.
that's not the point.
blog been dead so ages, didn't intend to blog either.
anyway everything is back to the love.

school is dreadful as always, but managable.
mother's day is today.
a bag for mum, but still didn't turn out that good.
out with mum later though.
been long since i spend time with her.

anyway, it's been so long since i meet up with you all.
weekends, i keeping sunday for you all.
so if possible next sunday we have meet ups.
the usual five of us.
(:

blogging sure isn't in me now.
but still, i do visit here once awhile.
bye.

2008-05-01T18:21:00.003+08:00

An unexpected ending.
Regardless how much of unwillingness.
Regardless how much i want you to stay.
Words won't change the fact.
Apology won't help.
I lost.
Thank You, Girl.

~~goodbye~~

2008-04-13T23:17:00.002+08:00

AGONY..

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
okay ignore the vulgarities.
i seriously hate school, it's like 5 different classes.
it's not cool and i hate it.
school is dreadful and irritating.
i believe out of 16 times i will see them like 13 or 14 times only.
seriously, i can't be bothered with it.

i can't stand republic polytechnic way of studying.
it's like elective so ? they make you jump around.
what i hate is that, yes you're in their class.
but they DON'T remember you.
like when you say hi to them, they think you're who ?
huh do i know you or something that fucking face.
oh well any of my classmates see this.
i just say i'm sorry i just got that feeling.
for which class i don't really like i will post in my baby's blog.
till then i doubt i will show any interest in class.
I REGRET GOING STA, I PREFER SIT ?

what i go school for ?
i think baby is the only reason i going to school
either then that, i think it just a routine which i must follow.
AH FUCK IT
BYE.
SCREW SCHOOL, SCREW THE SYSTEM

2008-04-06T01:17:00.009+08:00

5th april 08

went tanning with baby at safra

headed down to expo john little sales.

baby got herself her stuffs and a shoe while i got a belt.

we are happy people.

went t3 and look around, nothing much though.

took a few pictures. yeah.

thats how we spent our day. (:

4th april 08

dine at mos at taka

and off we are to mustafa centre.

the things there are jaw dropping like what baby said.

baby got herself a jacket

and i just accompany her. oh well she is my love (:

3rd april.

i was craving for buffet lunch

so we went seoul garden to dine

and baby insist of taking pictures.

so there we have our pictures.

i feel like a kid with her all the time (:

2008-04-06T00:29:00.009+08:00

look at her! haha.

29th march 08

bugis street love.

took random pictures while at there.

went shopping around and cute baby even brought me to the temple.

i was wondering what's with her on that day.

anyway, time spent with her is always worth while.

okay i'm done for now. will continue once i upload the remaining pictures!

crap. i deleted on the photos. there are supposed to be three.

i don't want to re-upload again. gonna put it up in the next post.

random pictures though.

zoo outing with w34b, i forgotten when.

it's like been so long ago this picture.

anyway, childhood hah.

the picture explains all.

there are tons of photos, but i'm lazy so make do with me (:

2008-03-23T03:41:00.003+08:00

okay i stole this picture from teresa's blog! (:

been long since i last update.
baby been working since the starting of march.
so i been doing routines down to jurong point to have lunch with her.
w34b chalet just ended not long.
it's like finally a successful chalet, even there isn't many.
but still glad everybody enjoy such gathering (:

okay, caught up with clique not long ago.
and baby work ends today! and i can't wait for monday.
finally a proper date out.
till then, await my next post (:
edited -

2008-03-02T03:49:00.003+08:00

One month past since the holidays.

Everything seems to be doing fine.

Catch up with clique, and w34bians, and it's awesome!

Mr Lee got into RP so i going to see him during April!

Valentine spent with baby love!

I gonna say it's my first valentine spent.

Ah, thats what you get for being in gay schools (:

Mahjong session with w34bians kept me occupy.

Please please i miss mahjong girls!

Since i am always the only guy!

Meeting them almost like every single week.

Chalet up soon, hope it's a great one!

Alright holidays been alright just work for two day flyer with baby.

Art Musuem trip with baby too.

Quarrels, ups and downs, and we got it over and going strong.

Baby working soon, gonna spend time catching up.

I just wish school starts later.

I am not ready for year 2

SCREAMS! BYE

2008-02-10T01:58:00.000+08:00

LOVE IS BACK! (:

finally baby is back from japan!
and i am going to meet her later in the afternoon.
that eagerness!
just to let you know.
no matter how weird it gets, you're still my love.
but still it matters somehow.

alright, i just want to spend the time with you till job comes.
i know myself well, i doubt i will work
QUITE EXPECTED TO THOSE WHO KNOW ME WELL.
but still i know baby would want to work.
so catch up the time till baby is off to finding herself a job

a lifetime contract

2008-02-03T23:10:00.000+08:00

1 week without her. what i going to do! AHHHH!
baby is gone for japan for one week.
i going to be so bored and sad :(
i must go find some people to go out with me!
finding w25c classmates to go out this week.
anyone see this please let me know!
hahah.

baby has arrive safely at japan.
okay now i shall await her safety return to singapore
and most importantly
back to ME :D
i love my baby!
BYE !

2008-01-31T15:14:00.000+08:00

Last dash ;

Haven't been blogging quite a long time
first is to thank baby for blogging for me the past few days.
haha and now i'm back after so many complaints!
just look at my tagboard!!

alright, first to start off is that holidays is getting near.
sigh, just one more day and semester 2 and year 1 end.
so fast a year has pass.
oh well, but still i enjoyed being with this class.
ups and downs.
tolerance with irritating pests in class.
finally it's coming to an end.
last dash and it's over.

holidays is just few days away
and now i have alot to plan what to do.

- i want find a job
- i want to have w34b w25c chalet.
- more meet ups with both w34b and w25c
- have a wonderful holidays ahead.
- i hope for both kuanjing and huiting to come RP!
- overrall, the most important thing is..

BABY!
i want you to have a safe trip there and back.
and and i would have to have you to spend my holidays with.
and all for all.
i love you! :D

2008-01-30T21:35:00.000+08:00

A penny of thought.
"See not what it was,
not what it is,
but what it will be"
A meaningful quotation from a very inspiring person.

Oh well, you must thinking that this is D.L blogging,
then you are so wrong.
Because this is P.Y.M.

Now I am leaving here
Chaos.

2008-01-29T23:40:00.000+08:00

YELLO.
Mr D.L is not free to update his blog.
So now I have intrude into here.
So I'm Ms P.Y.M.

I got something to share with all of you.
I learnt how to play one song on the guitar today,
which is happy birthday.
I bet darren must be so proud of me.
Maybe not.

Oh well, Darren such a lazy bum.
Look at his taggie.
Everyone ask him to update this bloggie,
But he don't want.

Now I am going to leave here.
Will pop by soon.

"Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections."

2008-01-17T15:44:00.000+08:00

shouts and screams

ups and downs.
rainbow is all i want.
<3

17th - 19th march aloha changi biggin hills
w34b chalet. 3 days 2 night
$20.00 per person
pay me! :D

2008-01-06T20:56:00.000+08:00

so much of a definition i need.

i don't know, don't ask me.
lost is the perfect word.
uptight.
the taste of failure ?
terrible

a moment of calmness
a penny of thought.
disappointment.
haunt me.

2008-01-04T21:48:00.000+08:00

Lethargic

It's 2008, new start for everything.
Mistakes done, are left behind.
What lies, is the wrong to amend and the consequences to pay.
Everything will end soon, just bare with it.
So long baby is with me.

I hate this.
New Year Resolutions
Too many to be listed.
- Happiness with baby.
- Care more about my parents and family, hope that nothing bad would happen again.
- Friends, Clique, Classmates. Catch up with them more.
- All for all, i wish for all around me to be happy (:

School re-opening soon.
My grades are horrible and disappointing.
Sigh.
Oh well, can't be bothered. Left with last 4 weeks.
Till then, i'm on my way to Year Two!
And clique will be getting their o's results.
Hope all of them do well, i want to see you all go to poly alright ? (:

One last paragraph. I dedicate to you if you reading this novel boy.
Your novel might be stop.
Thing won't change, you can't open it and re-write everything.
Open a new one, start afreash, throw away the past.
There is still a long way to go, endure.
Jealousy of love, Admire of others, Soon will be your turn.
Like what Fishdy said, await for it.
Till then, i anticipate for your novel to start.
(:

2007-12-31T23:48:00.000+08:00

Yello.
I had sneaked into DARREN LOH's blog on the New Year Eve.
But actually I am PYM
YAHOOOOOO!!!

Here's something for you.<3

2007-12-29T21:57:00.000+08:00

26th december, happy 5th month baby.
went out with baby, walking everywhere.
5 months compared it seem short.
but i'm glad i have you with me
i love you baby!

Christmas day with clique.
me , jy , kj , ht for the picture.
went augustine house for steamboat.
glad to see them after so long la.
there were jy , kj , aug , randy , ht and zhenping
catch up a little of what happening in each other life
yeah that was all, was glad to have such gathering.
hope to have more in the near future.
till then, love to all (:

Christmas eve. w34b meet up and dinner with baby.

met up with w34b at vivo

me, yingmin, teresa, siewhui, lee, huifang, jojo, farah and dickson

dine at fig and olive and exchange presents.

we need more frequent meet - ups.

left them and went vienna to dine with baby.

the food there is alright.

happy christmas eve baby and everybody (:

17th december. w25c class bbq

successful one and enjoyed it.

laughters and joy, that's what been missing for such a long time together.

but still glad everyone is happy.

school re-opening in a week time.

till then i will see them again.

last 4 weeks, hope it will be a great last term to end off.

2007-12-16T00:01:00.000+08:00

Part of w25c again.

3 weeks break just started.
this term seems to pass so fast, 12 weeks past.
4 more weeks left with them.
it is really quite a pity, barely knew each other only.
and yet, we are going to split.
oh well, life is like that, people step in and out of your life

to think, i hate being in a new class during the start.
but now, yes i start to feel that, it seem so much better.
all i could say that, it won't last, but such temporary is already enough.
cherish the last four weeks.
class bbq on monday, can't wait for that.
but gotta leave early due to some personal reasons.

oh well, those in last sem should know why.
anyway, the impression of w25c changes from the beginning
make good friends.
still, i will await for the last four weeks together.
(:

2007-11-23T02:00:00.000+08:00

It's all about YOU.

Dear Diary, blogging seems to be an addiction at times.
Ups and Downs in Life is, unavoidable.
Obstacles face, get through and done with.
Life is like a rollar coaster.
How everyone wish life was as sweet as a chocolate.

Okay baby's metaphor way of thinking is influencing me.
She been talking to me about metaphor, she is like addicted to it.
My cute girl (:

Time flies fast, three more weeks to the holidays.
And 9 more months to go, sigh.
Oh well.
I have lots of plans up for this holiday!

I want to celebrate Christmas Eve with Baby and w34B
I want to celebrate Christmas with family
I want to celebrate our anniversary
I want to have outing with w25C
I want to have W34B CHALET PLEASE! [ ALOHA CHANGI $140 3 days 2 nights - 2nd to 3rd jan )
I want to be more understanding caring towards baby.
I want to have a meaningful and well - spent holiday with baby and clique and friends.
I want to eat Ding Tai Fung, Goodwood Hotel High Tea, Lots of food.

That's a summary of it, if there is more i will end.
Till then i'm off to sleep.
Time now is 2.10am, not gonna call you baby, have your good sleep.
Bye (:

2007-11-18T23:02:00.000+08:00

FILL IN THE BLANK.

Dear Diary, I need a Secret Box.
To store everything inside.
Just something that i can throw everything to.
I don't know why I'm acting this way.
But yes, I won't let this affect those around me.
It's about me and I shouldn't show it out.
Nobody owes me anything
Yes, so it just kept deep within.
Thoughts. Destroyed it Please.

Okay, I guess i will end it here.
Till then.
Alright, no further elaboration.
OUT.

2007-11-18T22:41:00.000+08:00

part of w25c.

2007-11-12T22:24:00.000+08:00

~~I just don't understand.~~

holidays end.
school re-open.

things ain't going on smoothly as i expected.
guess i shouldn't put high hopes either.
it just another drag on day from the previous.
wondering when things will really be for the better.
no comments.
let time tells the answer.

untold was the pain.

2007-11-07T23:51:00.000+08:00

Restless is the mind.
There's this silence playing too loud.

Thoughts.
Words can't sum it all up.
Emotions.
Twirling round and round.
Feelings.
Try describing it.

mentally unstable*

2007-11-06T20:42:00.000+08:00

I don't intend to blog details about personal life in this post.

Life's like a cycle.
Some people stay, some people go.
Happy and Sad moments stay and go.
What remains is all those memories left to reminisce.
Looking back at those times.
Time loss, too late to cherish, since it's gone.
Unwillingness remains.
Tears controlled, Emotions hidden.
How i wish that day didn't came at all.

Ups and downs.
It's just the starting.
A new start, A new self.
Changing for the better.
For it's so unpredictable.
Till then, moments spent is such a blessing.
Now and Forever.
I wish you would be the one.

(:

2007-11-06T20:35:00.000+08:00

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around
when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

~~" Dear God " - Avenged Sevenfold~~

2007-11-01T11:24:00.001+08:00

Wont be blogging anytime soon.
so BYE.

2007-10-23T19:50:00.001+08:00

Beyond limits.

one day have pass since my birthday.
guess it didn't turn out well for the day.
left school after ut to see the doctor.
i seriously hate being sick.
stayed at home.
okay, i don't know should i even go school tomorrow.
or leave half way.
going beyond limits like i always do.

i just have to accept what you want.
even how unwilling i am.
sorry, for such a breakdown.
for i will stand up slowly from it.
till then all the time we spend, cherish is the word being use.

2007-10-20T20:47:00.001+08:00

~~RE - SURFACE~~

2007-10-19T22:40:00.000+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday Baby <3!

18 October

gathered some of the w34b classmates and plan to surprise baby.

bought her a cake and that was my surprise

yansin leexuan teresa lee siewhui farah huifang jojo eve zul ivan dickson firdaus

thanks all for helping me out and making a success.

thought it's a small surprise, i'm glad that YOU like it (:

pictures will be uploaded later as blogger is irritating

whereby i can't upload pictures, keep giving me error.

19 October

BABY'S BIG DAY!

met her in the morning at vivo. and she didn't fail in fulfilling my wish.

you know i know, " nu da si ba bian '

breakfast at macs and off to wisma for the topman/topshop sales.

baby bought a bag for herself.

went walking around trying to get a present.

lunch at the glasshouse. we were v.full

train down to marina. rest at the coffee club.

continue shopping but turn out nothing.

bus down to vivo and caught the movie - the last breath

seriously, it was a stupid and lame show.

i couldn't get the whole story. wasted my time and money.

went walking around before sending baby back

as she is celebrating with her family too.

after the small surprise with w34b

the chocolates, flowers, shopping, dine and movie.

i'm glad that you enjoyed your 18th birthday.

even though it was a simple one.

i'm happy to celebrate with you.

after all it comes down to..

BABY I LOVE YOU AND LASTLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN <3!

2007-10-18T14:23:00.000+08:00

Rolly ; Polly. You're no doubt my LOVE!

2007-10-15T13:07:00.000+08:00

Baby and Dumbo <3

Me and HeartHeart <3

The start of Week 5.
i now in class and i'm quite bored hah.
baby is still doing her science ppt.
while i'm done with mine, like 3/4 hah.
okay the above picture was done by us yesterday
baby was bored she send me her picture with dumbo
while i want to return back, i send her mine with heart heart
and cute girl (:

yesyes, change group.
been alright so far. still i'm getting use to it.
so long as i have her beside me.
you are all i want for this birthday (:
finding baby now, so bye!

2007-10-13T14:30:00.000+08:00

This post is dedicated to my girlfriend pohyingmin (:

yes i'm built up after that day.
as always your cheeky boyfriend eh hah.
hah trying to show off that you can rely on it.
you and your flood.
i'm fast&swift just like how you were baby.
it's been long since i have nasi lemak with you.
baby (:

didn't met up with baby today cause she went out with her mother.
stayed home saturday.
been reading manga the whole afternoon.
and messaging baby.
i'm already missing her.
ah, okay.
waitting for her call now, and i'm off to..
i don't know what, BYE (:

2007-10-11T10:41:00.000+08:00

~~Seriously on the verge of breaking down~~

i just don't understand, don't understand.

2007-10-10T23:41:00.000+08:00

~~Inconsolable~~

today was science. it totally turn me off.
but seriously, i enjoy my group today.
it's like i feel better teaming with them.
can't be bothered with today problem anyway.
copy paste is all i did, and only understand part of it.
stayed in class most of the time.
watch my manga, daidee, cam - whore.
that's sum up all i did during class.

went for talk after school.
i don't like the senior attitude towards me.
oh well, i showed him my attitude anyway.
it lasted for 2hrs, and i don't think i gain anything.
the survey were all just lies, so sad.
dine at causeway pastamania.
send baby off to the mrt after that.
and dad pick me up and off.
cog ut is up tomorrow, and i ain't doing any revision yet.
oh well.
BYE.

2007-10-08T23:30:00.000+08:00

random. i was bored.

the start of the third week. and it started out only quite well.
maths really kill my brain cells much
spend the whole morning to afternoon thinking about it.
but still thanks to my classmate, welmen help and i solve it.
met up with baby after school and town.
went around finding the movie - a walk to remember
anybody got the show in their laptop please let me know, thanks.
caught in the rain at heeren, bus down to plaza sing.
dine at ajiseh ramen.
went to cathay to find the disc and walk back to plaza sing.
sent baby off to the bus stop and dad pick me up.
home.
talking to baby now, so yeah.
BYE (:

2007-10-07T17:57:00.000+08:00

baby is the photographer, and she so love this photo

saturday - 06.10.07
went out early in the morning to baby house.
we were so lazy that i didn't want to leave her house hah.
had lunch at her house, her maid cook pasta.
and i wore black and white, while she wore white and black.
hah we are the cool couple, my cool girlfriend (:
went marina and bought a top from fourskins.
roam around suntec and finally had a rest at swensens.
dine there, we were so tired to even move.

went the fountain of wealth with baby, as i insist hah.
read our horoscope and she went to read for her family too.
cute girl. went to the koi section next.
we say we would feed koi next time we come again hah.
bus down to vivo, got my cardigan from topman
and off i'm off. i was v.tired had a slight arguement again.
but everything alright, okay sorry baby.
love you <3!

today my flu in the morning seriousy took away all my energy.
cab home after work and i slept through out the afternoon.
baby went to visit her grandma so didn't went out with her.
now i going to compass with to get my hair trim and while she shop.
baby will be so happy that i finally get my hair cut.
hah i'm so lazy to go cut, but oh well.
time to cut those hair away.
blog later. BYE!

2007-10-05T23:32:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Lee Kuan Jing.

guess this is the only year since we knew i wasn't there to celebrate
oh well, things change. things happen and we don't really know why
however, hope you will pass your o's
and hope everybody will be alright on the 8th.
my words won't mean much but just a thought that count i suppose.
alright till here about clique.
i do miss the time, but we drift, we know in each other.
just a word sorry and actions will tell.

end of third week of school.
it turn out fine. and i hope the holidays would come fast
i just can't wait to finish this sem 2.
class is okay, i got nothing wrong with them.
just that, i do miss the old times.
alright this post seems so saddening, oh well.

just updated the other blog.
i don't know why i go back the other blog.
even though i hate blogging there.
but still yes, there sums up all of me.
things ain't going well, i don't know what's wrong with me.
just plainly hate it.
OUT.

2007-10-02T22:45:00.000+08:00

Black&Red ; Red&Black.
She's my addiction <3!

2nd week down. it was our 2nd month anni on the 26th
the grades wasn't that bad.
last week end off happy by getting myself new clothes.
and something for baby.
baby i will be understanding and not so petty from now on.
for i know, i don't wish to argue over similiar stuffs over and over again
it will just make both of us unhappy again.
i can't wait for hers and my birthday,
esp baby surprise (:

towards clique, i don't know if you all will be reading.
but this is towards kj augustine and daryl.
i know i been spending too little time with you all compared to the past.
and honestly we know it feels so different.
but still yes, i don't know how to react towards the situation that will be happening
yes, still good luck. even though i know it doesn't mean much.
still just something as a friend.
i don't know when we will be meeting again. till then
i'm very sorry for neglecting.
honestly, i do miss the old times, lan and everything.
i do hate what i get myself into, but still i have to admit it.
10 more months to go.
sorry everybody.

2007-09-25T21:57:00.000+08:00

Guess this is the only word which fits into me now.
All i could say now is just sorry.

second week of school just started.
one week down, 15 more weeks till everything end.
i'm still not over how i miss w34b.
oh well, i just hope this new class won't be bad.
first week grades 4 C's 1 D, no comments.
met up with aug after leaving class, since i was alone.
catch up with kuanjing, daryl and huifang.

didn't knew so much things happened when i wasn't around.
why bad things keep coming and coming.
when one is done, another one start coming.
i won't want to mention what happen to them here.
not for those who don't know them to know.
okay, i just have to admit the fact.

mistakes&mistakes,
i'm sorry

2007-09-15T01:16:00.000+08:00

BLANK ;

finally done with my 3 days of work.

i'm really glad baby gave me a surprise on the first day

and she accompany me lunch on the second.

friday she didn't came down cause she is having her chalet.

went to her chalet after work to find her.

had steamboat, and yeah i feel quite out of place

since it's all her friends, but still yeah, enjoyed.

dad pick me up and home.

i feeling blank now, that's explain the photo.

i don't know why am i so fed up about sometimes.

apology apology and much more apology.

apology can't solve, but i got nothing else to say but just sorry.

ahh, never mind.

baby at chalet now, something happened again.

don't wish to mention much.

i'm sorry

2007-09-09T23:58:00.000+08:00

baby like this picture of us (:

Shall blog about the weekend only

Sunday -

spent the whole day at vivo with baby.

fun day spent with her.

went walking around and many stuffs caught my eye.

ah okay, i so want to buy all.

dine at Kim Gary Cafe and off to our favourite rooftop.

took many pictures and we ended off our day there.

my GPA is 2.7 and i'm still alright with it.

will chiong chiong next semester already.

okay gonna start my cso from next wednesday to friday 9am-5pm

then school re-open every sunday 9am-1pm

ah never mind. it will pass very fast.

and i need a haircut soon, cause baby and mum say it's getting ugly.

hah okay, class outing later and movie.

not really successful but still it's better than don't have.

school re-opening on 17th sep.

W34B people.

please please, next outing try to everyone make it.

i or yingmin will do the planning.

but still i hope everybody will turn up.

till then, see you all in RP (:

kuanjing augustine huiting and vanessa

good luck for the prelims and o's

do well and all the best.

aug, take care much. sorry for not being there.

hope you doing fine (:

hope whole clique is doing fine too. including jingyang, daryl and randy.

till the next everybody meet up, take care!

I'm Yours ; You're Mine

2007-09-04T00:39:00.000+08:00

Nymphetamine ;

stayed at home the whole day.
wasn't able to go down to meet augustine to pay my respect.
sorry augustine, hope you understand.
when everything is over, i will find you.

sudden interest in Cradle Of Filth songs.
yes, metal songs again.
not many people would like it, but i finding it nice.
Nymphetamine is one of their songs i am into now.
Lonely day by System of a Down too.
Chop suey won't fail me either.
screw metal or whatever.
but still i love it.

2007-09-03T03:56:00.000+08:00

( credits to huiting )

beyond the horizon.

2007-09-02T23:21:00.000+08:00

LEE KUAN JING, I AM POSTING NOW (:

saturday -
bought porridge for baby at ABC market and deliever to her house
and we went to vivo walking around.
and i'm not in the shopping festival mood hah.
train down to marina and walk around till our movie.
unhappy stuffs happened but glad it's alright now.
sorry dear, yeah i take things to seriously. apology much.
caught the movie 1408. one word - SUCKS.
please, don't catch that stupid retard movie.
dine at swensens and home.

sunday -
woke up early for the yellow ribbon project walk
it's located at changi prison link there.
be a water boy for the whole morning.
from 8am - 12 noon.
and off i cab home and slept, cause i had an irritating headache again.
damn the weather.
met yansin leexuan at compass to pass them something and back home.

baby been sick for the past two days.
rest more and get well soon.
take care of yourself this few days.
i know i'm naggy but yeah i just want you to be back healthy.
take your medication and be a good girl.
love much (:

some things turn out so unexpected.
i don't know what to say.
just that stay strong alright.
everybody will be there for you.
don't give up, do well for the o's for yourself and the family.

2007-09-01T00:21:00.000+08:00

tag replies :

ryl : RYL! hah, i didn't forget you. hello there, yeah i'm back (:

farah : yeah, too many stuffs happen. somehow just felt that way, will be alright. thanks (:

jac : ASS! and you didn't message to tell me hahah! glad that you are safe back.

teresa : hah i will get over it soon, glad that you like the card.

ivan : i didn't know you read my blog hah, surprise guest. still yeah thanks, knowing you and the class is great too (:

lindy jie : thanks, hope you doing well.

xuanhui : hah you're back and i'm back. yeah i will, thanks.

kj : BASTARD YOU HAH. I MISS YOU LA CAN. SAY THAT YOU MISS ME TOO (:

lee : yeah you are right, i will get over it soon. okay, we will organize (:

2007-08-30T23:05:00.000+08:00

I FUCKING HATE the month of august.
Screw Up Shit. Fuck it.

2007-08-30T22:25:00.000+08:00

W34B chalet has ended.
to speak the fact, i didn't really enjoy it.
and i don't feel like going in the first place.
done cards to each individual.
i really hope you all would like it.
yes, i know alot of them would miss the class.
but for me, i know i like the class.
somehow, i don't really want to be part of the class.
okay, i don't know why. yeah just how i feel.
like i don't a part of class, maybe only to some.
oh well.

i won't use the word hate, it's too a strong word.
maybe you just don't like my existence.
things seems so fine without me there.
but still never mind, it's all over.
just hope every individual would do well in rp.
i really wish for everyone.
okay, it all come to an end. just a simple goodbye.
W34B.

2007-08-28T22:33:00.000+08:00

An Addiction.

didn't had a great start, was feeling so sick to go out.
but never mind, i still got it through in the end.
went hougang to meet with kuanjing and head down to chec.
met up with the rest for awhile and off i run in the rain to cathay.
i swear i was like a washing machine.
i went to dry myself and cathay don't have the movie i wanted.
so off to plaza sing to meet dear.
we train to vivo, bought two tops at topman and change.
and we went to amk hub for our movie.
rush hour 3.
i couldn't comment about the show cause me and dear were sleeping.
the ending i couldn't take it and slept.
all thanks to my spolit nose. oh well (:
send her off to her bus and dad pick me up and home.

take care much dear.
w34B chalet is on tomorrow.
meet at paris ris mrt 3pm, for those who don't know.
if want to meet earlier at somewhere for lunch.
inform me or something, i would be meeting some of them.
till here, i'm deadbeat, bye (:

2007-08-28T02:35:00.000+08:00

Full collection of Mr Men.
What Mr Men are you ?
I would pick Mr Mean for myself, as i know i'm mean to baby.
Baby, sorry. Talk to you later in the day when i meet you.
okay, thinking back. i been very mean to her lately.
ah, okay. never mind. i want to see you like now.

2007-08-26T23:28:00.000+08:00

Happy First Month Baby (:

met up with her at plaza sing
and she pass me a cushion she bought yesterday.
she sew a heart on it and a missing piece, i still thinking what is it for.
anyway thanks baby for the thing.
and the timetable i planned didn't carry out due to some problems.

next we went to harbourfront and head to sentosa
headed for the sky tower trip.
and back to vivo to walk around.
went home and i slept through out the train journey.
and on the phone with her now so bye (:

baby like you said first month down for us
& what lies ahead of us is unpredictable
and both of us will cherish the moments now.
love much dear <3

2007-08-25T23:47:00.000+08:00

Because, I believed

went for my appointment in the morning.
headed down to vivo for lunch while waitting for baby.
we walk around aimlessly, and headed to ABC market.
the porridge there is nice, like super can.
went to ikea and baby got herself a cushion, and home to jurong point.
nothing much there, and train back to vivo.
dine at secret receipe and went to the rooftop.
train home after that and i actually miss my stop and hit punggol.
bounce back in the end and home.
baby, must be sleeping, haven't got any calls from her yet.
oh well, okay i'm off to do some timetable for tomorrow.
(:

2007-08-24T23:36:00.000+08:00

The bus we took.

Baby and me.

I'm departing for ?

She is departing for ?

Viewing mall

AND TADA!

Aeroplane (:

Retarded me as always (:

21 august -

skip school and went airport with baby.

took a straight bus to changi airport.

went walking around and took pictures.

been so long since i last go changi airport.

then send baby home as she was sick.

headed down for my appointment.

and a great day afterall (:

2007-08-24T23:15:00.000+08:00

Birthday Boy (:

Pictures on Augustine Birthday

not many though, but still great day.

message to bro if you see this

Sorry, to know the news now only.

But still please stay strong okay, sorry for not being there.

I would find you soon, I hope you are doing well.

Please take care of yourself dude.

See you soon!

2007-08-23T23:01:00.000+08:00

dear done this for the 8 of us.
thank you much, and i hope the rest would like it too (:

2007-08-23T22:44:00.000+08:00

SWEET.

everything is back to normal.
just some restrictions, and everything is going fine.
last day of school, didn't went as usual.
but yeah, quite a pity. will MISS this class much.
like really don't feel like seperating.
oh well, i hope for more class gatherings (:
w34B make my RP life interesting!

augustine birthday was a few days back.
i will upload the pictures soon.
anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO (:
even it was a short day, i hope you enjoy it.
i really hope this period you would be able to make it through.
i will meet up with you all again soon.
take care much!

went zoo today with baby, yansin and leexuan
was suppose to be a class outing but all back out , oh well.
it been so long since i last went zoo.
i really had a fun day, we went to see almost all the animals.
and we went to all the animal shows.
took lots of pictures, upload soon.
how i wish the whole class went then it will be much more fun.
but still yes i got my baby and the both of them (:
zoo hasn't been this fun.
go out more during the holidays (:

baby, i love you :D :D :D

2007-08-23T22:30:00.000+08:00

W34B last science day ; uniform day (:

2007-08-23T22:25:00.000+08:00

entreprise day - formal day (:

2007-08-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

POST DELETED

EVERYTHING TURN OUT FINE, SORRY.
i'll be back to posting soon.

girl, i am sorry.

2007-08-02T23:56:00.000+08:00

thoughts of the past
regrets of the past
secrets unfold. truth reveal

2007-07-22T01:23:00.000+08:00

replied to tags as i'm lazy to tag at the board.

lau: hah yea finally, cheer up alright, it will be fine (:

ting: yes thanks girl, i will update you about me after everything end.

randy: lol you idiot hah!

jac: yes thank you sis, you always my best sis and bride (:

- : i think i know who you are. thanks, if you wanna know what happen just ask.

joleen: yes thank you, i will. sorry for the other day.

ryl: hah thank you , meet you soon alright.

siok: boo hoo, hah been long since i last met you.

jaslyn: hah okay, sure (:

teresa: hah you know what happened, but still thanks. i will be nice to you hahah!

pamie: hah okay, sure. i will post more soon! talk to ya soon!

huifang: thank you so much man, i will try to cheer after somethings are solve. (:

2007-07-18T22:27:00.000+08:00

SHUT DOWN ;

i won't be posting for this period.
too many stuffs happen.
those know what shit i got myself into should know.
for the rest who don't know, don't ask.
i will tell you if i want to.
thanks to besties the most.
even though i couldn't go out with you all often already.
but just we will meet up real soon.
after everything comes to an end.
whether what will happen to me, just accept it.
sometimes i don't really have any other choice.

i will apologize to class if i really did anything to you and you find it annoying.
i will try to keep myself shut and quiet.
so don't think i'm moody or anything.
just that i don't want to offend anyone in class.
just being quiet might be better for everyone i guess.

that's all for this last post.
once everything comes to an end.
then i will post, if not you won't see me posting anymore.

i really do miss you.

2007-07-08T21:55:00.000+08:00

False hopes ; I'm tired

Broken,pale wings
You're just a little tired of the overly blue sky
You don't have to keep smiling for someone else
It's okay to smile for your own sake

& you won't know how FUCKING I MISS YOU.

2007-07-08T00:00:00.001+08:00

Further elaboration isn't necessary ;

thursday ;
kc house with teresa siewhui yingmin.
caught " the empty apartment "

friday ;
met up with best friends.
like finally. so dome and back to hougang.
talk about everything happen over the week.

saturday ;
town with best friends again.
kuan jing ; augustine and daryl.
i miss jing yang much, like totally.
he can make me laugh like an idiot and enjoy my day.
wanted to catch die hard 4 but no time slots
so dome and got owned, okay whatever.
sorry to kc for not being able to make it.

apologize to augustine for being too harsh on you today
i really ain't in the mood.
i'm trying hard to get over it.
alright best friend, i promise i will change for the better.
it's been years and don't let it stop.
sometimes i really need a pillar to lie on.
tired.

happy birthday girl.

2007-07-07T23:50:00.000+08:00

me and teresa

ivan. yuva. farah. me

Entreprise group - dickson. me. teresa. lee

neoprint - teresa. siewhui. kc and me

2007-07-06T17:10:00.000+08:00

~~Forget it, I don't wish to know~~

2007-07-04T22:12:00.000+08:00

It's kinda screwed up, I guess ;

i ain't in the mood to blog actually.
tuesday, town with kc teresa and siewhui.
dine at some hongkong cafe at cine then walk around
trying to find something, nothing caught my eye.
oh well, i was having a bad headache.
head home and slept.

today was a total screw up.
those in class should know why.
don't wish to elaborate further.
personal reasons.
yea thanks kc and yingmin and to the class.
i don't really need someone to speak to.
just some moodswings.
till here, im seriously not in the mood now.

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

2007-07-03T01:54:00.000+08:00

Seperate lives, Goodbye ;

being sick seriously sucks to the core
maths module today.
and i couldn't really do well in it.
but still great thanks to my team members lee and dickson
maths ut is up next soon.
like few hours.
i haven even done any revision, oh well.
im getting restless as the days past.
i so don't like it.
late night sleeps seems so wth.
im down with flu and cough and blahblah.
i want to recover asap. im irritated by all this.
alright, i'm off.

cheer up, surprises will make you smile ( :

2007-07-02T02:23:00.000+08:00

did it during science module, random.

lovely classmates (:

2007-06-30T14:13:00.000+08:00

You&I had an agreement ;

wednesday - im trying hard.
communication module.
i so love my group i think the all - star team
best, all slackers but still cool hah.
finish it fast and get it done and over with.
was suppose to meet up with mum to get my stuffs
but i was too lazy and didn't went in the end.

thursday - moodswings seems the most irritating.
entreprise module. start off with a bad start
but random person in class piss me off yea alright.
our group was like green cause we plan the day before hah.
me teresa and lee wore green as we said.
we get it done and over with like so fast.
within an hour and we watch - the hills have eyes 2 from my lap.
super nice show la, hah.
presentation was alright then dad drove me home to change
and town with mum.
bought my stuffs and dine at wheellock fish & co.
walk about and found a mini dumbo (:
train home and i didn't do my reflection journal hah oh well don't care.

friday - im a happy kid (:
changed group for science.
new group - teresa, sherman, ivan and mark.
it seems alright, all been co-operative.
didn't have time to finish though but still fun.
a fun time in class.
after school hours, watching transfomers at cine.
total of 10 of us - me, yingmin, sin lee, huifang, zul, kc, teresa and boyfriend, yan sin and leexuan
transformers was a total awesomeness (:
my eyes were like totally on it. hah.
then all have to go home, so left me yingmin kc and huifang.
went for pool, and borders cafe to chill awhile.
and train home to plaza sing where dad pick me up.
and i forgot to do reflection journal again. wth much.
i must do in school before going home.
if not i will end up sleeping again
and to those who msn me and i didn't reply.
sorry cause i felt asleep and mum shut down for me.
yea its saturday, should be meeting best friends later.
so thats all (:
pictures upload soon. bye!

2007-06-27T02:23:00.000+08:00

I'm so not over it ;

Its like 2.30am in the morning now.
i can't seem to get to sleep while most of my classmates are asleep
problem solving seems alright.
it's about concept.
and i did a concept about " EMO "
like totally i'm saying about how i feel now. okay never mind.
another setback science i got E like fuck it la.
i can't seem to pass science since primary school.
and ut of science is on thursday. i'm totally screwed please!
town with sherman teresa siewhui and farah.
went to fareast. then i went off to meet mum
i'm super indecisive. i can't get my clothes. so yeah screwed again
dine at seoul garden and home.

you so totally agree the night feels so emo
yet so loving. i don't know why
past is catching up, how i wish it goes away.
HAHAH. OKAY NEVER MIND.
shoo, i gonna enjoy myself in class.
my classmate are so lovely (:
yet irritating hah, but oh well i still love them.
and
BEST FRIEND CATCH UP SOON LA
I MISS YOU ALL!
JINGYANG KUANJING AUGUSTINE DARYL RANDY HUITING VANESSA

2007-06-25T21:37:00.000+08:00

Sorry seems the hardest word ;

thanks to sis for the late night talks.
its been so long since i tell her stuffs.
was really glad she was online at that moment.
if not i got no one to tell! hah.
THANKS BRIDE, SISTER HAH (:

maths is so a killer, vb codes make me sick of it.
i'm trying so hard to put up a smile in school.
like super act right.
whatever.
hah yea, i love school but i hate the night.
it's like super long if i'm at home.
irritating like fuck.
i'm going back down, so not looking forward.
OH PLEASE SOMEONE JUST SLAP ME UP AGAIN
GOODBYE
AND FUCK YOU DARREN.

2007-06-25T21:35:00.000+08:00

What is the most important in your life now ? Why ?

Answer :
I consider my best friends and family the most important in my life now.
Without them I really don’t know how to carry on, best friends been such a love and it will be really a pity to lose such best friends.

Being the single kid in the family, I rely too much on my parents and everything I will just confront to them, no one would say their family is not important to them. They are your parents, to me they are really important.

Best friends been so important, but I think we have lesser time in communicating but still I hope this friendship will last forever.

This is my reflection journal for today, super cool right (:

2007-06-25T02:32:00.000+08:00

Thanks bride for being such a love. Love Much! <3

sometimes i wonder what you thinking

2007-06-25T00:37:00.000+08:00

Damn regret, I'll try to forget

Saturday - town
met up with kj augustine and daryl at hougang
i waited SUPER LONG FOR MR LEE KUAN JING!
but but best friend i can't flare on you la hah.
it turn out fine soon.
dome and daryl went off to tampines.
met up with qiya and meimei.
dine at cine pastamania. saw aaron chua.
then off walking down to far east.
then back to borders. sat at the chairs there
and the girls and augustine were cam-whoring hah.
train home after that. drop at hougang.
augutine and kj went home change get their stuffs and off to my house
went outside during the night
had heart to heart talk. lots of stuffs to talk about.
hah yea my saturday.
its been so long since bestie ton my house.
a really good one before their school re-open. thank you so much (:

Do you know what it feels like ?

2007-06-23T12:51:00.000+08:00

Cuz until my dying day ;

Friday class was like wth can.
about 7 - 8 didn't turn out. class was so quiet.
left after first break with kc lee and wenqi.
cause science is about graph and is super wth la.
yewyang ran off with me too hah.
cab home with him and his friend.
slept till afternoon and town with bestie.
before that, much apology to my group yuva and jojo and fidaus.
i won't skip anymore. so sorry
AND TO YOU. pohyingmin hah. cheers alright.
monday monday (:

alright met up with jingyang. van. augustie. daryl and huiting.
walked around and met up with kuanjing.
jingyang and van went back to tampines.
so left the 5 of us walking about town.
then huiting went off to meet up with her friends.
met up with augustine friends. qiya and meimei
went to dine at some prata shop.
daryl cab off to find jingyang.
so the 5 of us was like some no where to go fools lol.
walk around. town is seriously bored!
train to amk with them. i dont know why either.
cab home from there with augustine and kj.
i was super tired.
chatted with a few and i forgot to off my lap.
so anyone if i didn't reply your msn sorry!
cause i'm asleep and my mum off for me.

and and i need a shopping again soon HAHAHAH.
i saw ALOT of things like love la (:
going out soon
and and anyone at town just phone or drop a message
i suppose i will be there the whole day (:

2007-06-23T12:38:00.000+08:00

SuperDeee! (:

Yingmin done it hah!

farah and my hand after the indian poker

2007-06-22T09:17:00.000+08:00

Wonderland is happiness right ?

Wednesday - after school hours
communication again. didn't did much for the group.
went break for super long. met up with ziqq then siok mei and weekiat
after school back home to change then town.
met up with kc. teresa and siewhui
to accompany teresa to buy some stuffs.
dine at some far east chicken rice store, it wasn't that bad.
went roaming around for awhile and off to meet mum.
dine again at sakae. then i found something at espirit
i want something from there la hah.
my wednesday.

Thursday - kc house
entreprise module. sleepy day.
barely got it through.
went town with yingmin. farah. siewhui and kc.
teresa went home since she not feeling well.
bought food and bus to kc house
borrowed the movie " shutter "
i was sleeping during the mids of it. but i will have imagination of it
damn shit man hah. i hope i can forget that stupid show
played indian poker with yingmin farah and siewhui
lose alot and my hand suffer like nothing
upload the picture of my hand soon.
dad fetch me home. give farah a lift too.
home and i was dead beat.
(:

2007-06-21T09:42:00.000+08:00

Superheroine makes my day. Loves (:

2007-06-20T01:37:00.000+08:00

Superhero do have feelings too.

School re-open and i'm still not use to it after two weeks of breaks.
monday maths seems alright.
vb wasn't bad, easy to understand thanks to the class.
it was problem solving and ut on tuesday.
ut wasn't bad.
but problem solving i don't really understand.
the faci is expecting more already, sigh.
i really don't like this, so random.

i'm trying so hard to face up with the fact.
it feels so tiring somehow.
how i wish there was a solution for everything
i don't know. everything seems a blank now.
it's not easy.
whenever i need someone. there isn't
when someone is there, i don't tend to pour out.
funny.
i feel terrible now. alright guess i just need some sleep
everything will turn out fine later on.
goodbye.

2007-06-17T23:47:00.000+08:00

Day out with Siok Mei (:

woke up slightly late. cab down to serangoon to pick siok mei.
then went to singpost for the RainRed concert.
since she keep asking me to go.
the concert was awesome can. i like the music very much!
everybody was a happy person there.
i like to see smiles on people face. it makes me feel happy too.
gotta know quite a few number of new friends hah.
they were friendly and nice to talk with.
accompany her and her church friends off to marina square.
we take away our food and off to the stairs opposite esplanade.
there was like so many people can. close to 60 - 70 ? hah.
it was a fun night spending time with them. even though we just knew.
hah. thank you guys for making me don't feel the odd one out. :D
and and great thanks to siok mei for inviting me to the concert.
i didn't regret going. it was fun.
hah after all the fun time to bid goodbye.
train down to plaza sing. dad fetch me home.
i need my sleep. school re-open tomorrow. i miss my classmates!

Besties we will meet up real soon!
and and i will find time to catch up with my old friends.
keep in contact. i love you guys :D

2007-06-17T23:39:00.000+08:00

Day out with Best Friends!

Saturday.
i slept till evening hah.
went out about 6 to meet up with kj. aug and daryl.
dine at mos burger and off for dome.
train down to tampines to meet up with jingyang.
bus to his house. had dinner there.
he order food for us and is his treat.
thank you so much jingyang. :D
went to his block and play badminton and chat.
talk lots of stuffs.
yea cab home with aug and kj.
thats my saturday (:

2007-06-16T02:07:00.000+08:00

Day Out with Cherine (:

friday
i woke up late and i could still say i won't be late hah so sorry!
met up with her at cityhall and went to queue donuts
we queued 7hrs before getting our donuts.
oh man the longest time i ever queued.
and there were like so many blind people couldn't see the queue is all the way at the back
funny people uhh hah.
we were so tired can. but we are satisfied.
everybody keep looking at our donuts.
went to marina cafe cartel for dinner.
as sakae and swensens all had queue and we are sick and scare of queuing.
i finish up my food while that food waster cherine couldn't hah
and we were acting childish at cafe cartel.
doing lots of nonsense.

train down to tampinese after that.
wanted to walk around but it was all close.
and i tried to attack her donuts over and over again in the train hah.
chill awhile at mac's and we went down to simei.
and i tried attacking her donuts again hah.
we had fun while walking, coolness.
waited for her bus and i cab home.
i'm tired after a long day.
i'm a happy boy (:

2007-06-16T01:53:00.000+08:00

Pretty and me hah (:

5 year friend lauren!

Thursday afternoon right after i reach home from chalet.

i bathe change and went out straight away. tsk hah.

went to dhoby gaunt to meet up with the supplier of my shoe.

hah collected my shoes from them and went to pass it to dad.

as i'm lazy to carry it around.

and i stone at the mrt waitting for lauren

oh man i waited for one hour can! hah.

yea its been so long since i last met her like 1 year.

best sis couldn't make it as she fall sick.

never mind alright, we will meet up soon. miss! (:

dine at swensens. we keep chatting and couldn't finish our food.

hah, went walking down town and taking pictures.

went cine to find her friend and after walking about i went off.

hah kc saw me and i saw teresa at cine. so qiao!

i'm satisfied. (:

2007-06-16T01:43:00.000+08:00

I'm back, I'm a Happy Kid (:

Chalet was a success and quite a enjoyable yet stress one.
went jingyang house meet with the rest.
cab down to the chalet.
and we had a long time starting the fire.
the food is enough for like a week.
oh man sick hah, jy friends joined us.
then august and daryl friends too.
an enjoyable night but some stuffs happened.
not gonna mention but it was a fun one (:
the pictures below could explain how much fun it was.

second day of chalet we woke up late.
so couldn't go anywhere. second night was so much more fun.
bbq, chit chat with bestie, played bluff which was like so fun.
had kaya with bread during wee hours. and i was too clumsy
huiting did it for me, haha thank you so much : D
cab home after 4hrs of sleep.
this chalet is the best one i ever had.
thanks jingyang kuanjing augustine and daryl for having it.
and to those who attended the chalet.
jy and van. kj. augustine. daryl. randy. huiting. huifang.
<3

2007-06-16T01:14:00.000+08:00

aww. we love him. lee kuan jing.

look at those slackers doing nothing.

randy is picking a fight over his damn fishes!

me and huiting

one more time please hah. Best Friends (:

try not to laugh while viewing it.

5 Best Friend. Now and For Life.

my 7 years Best Friend. He makes me smile (: